I felt nostalgic okay? sooo now you guys gotta deal with it! 

(I mean you could just ignore my this journal thingy??? idk) 

and you guys get to see old shitty art? everyone wins???

1. This was the very first drawing! the one that started my obsession with ginger demon girls.
The cage girl was an early draft of Celene (back then she was called Kaira) 
& the other one, the first I drew in this piece was Ri... she had the anime pigtails... aaannnd they staaayed quite a while 
 


2. This was the very first Phara... and as you can see... she was somehow even more edgy than now
Man I was sooo freaking proud of the way her bra- top thingy worked out! & the drawing over all... 
I didn't really knew what to do with this character back then I just wanted her to be in the story somehow, 
the good thing: there wasn't really much of a story anyways (and the little bits I had changed each day) 
so it wasn't that hard and with her in it, I actually finally found a good plot line!
.... well "good" for my 2014 standards 


3. Oh did I forget to mention that not only had Ri, my beautiful daughter, anime pigtails, she also had anime differently colored eyes... 
and not just that... I HAD NO IDEA WHAT HER CHARACTER WAS. she was kinda like an obedient Phara? and that in itself shouldn't
be possible. 
I changed a lot of her & Celenes old character traits  so it would made sense in the narrative.  



4. How to draw children without thinking of new character design? just draw the exact same person with the same outfit & hairstyle... what do you mean? Her teenager outfit is too revealing for a little child???
.... JUST USE BANDAGES FOR NO FREAKING REASON! THAT'LL DO!

... also what are those lines?? did I had a stroke drawing this??? 
Oh and yeah no tattoos back then . neither Phara nor her mom ^^ 

...WOAH I'M STARTING TO THINK THE DECISION TO KILL HER MOM OF WAS ALSO AN ANIME THING! ... SO MUCH ANIME INFLUENCE BACK THEN!




5. ... The meme was already old back then 
but anyways let's have a caramelldansen .. cool I guess 
the characters from left to right:
1. Yin = a black haired catgirl that was part of the story. She was able to tell the future... BUT ONLY THE NEGATIVE POSSIBILITIIIIIEEES... I killed her off in the final battle by one of the good guys being controlled by the badies so I could create DRAMA between the good guy who murdered one of his friends, and the surviving twin sister of Yin Who would blame them :3 ..... I was a sucker for drama okay??? 
anyways yeah I cut her character completely out of the story now because it suuuuucked  and didn't made any sense!
2. the first version of Miks design... more to that later 
3. Celene, change her expression with Ri's and it's more fitting for the both of them in to days version
4. PHARA WOULD NEVER BE SO GRUMPY! THE PHARA I KNOW AND RAISED WOULD EMBRACE THE MEME! ... except when it had anything to do with the royal palace... in that chase.. yeah it fits.
5. Ri Baby I love you, but I know new you wouldn't love this at all!
6. Oh boi... first Vinnja design... cause shorts & crop tops were in back in the middle ages you know
7. Yang = twin of catgirl#1 she was shy and basically useless to the story. only there to have people protecting her.. she could also see in the future but only the positive things. for some reason I decided to basically give her depressions because of that???? i don't remember why I thought that was a good idea



6. Celene, my beautiful girl, was always my muse with ehr hair! I never learned so much about hairphysics than in the time I drew her 24/7 ... but it seems like I forgot that she was supposed to be 12 back then??? I really watched to much anime back then ^^°


7. THESE WERE MY MASTERPIECES BACK IN AUGUST 2015!
I was so freaking proud! you can't even imagine how much so! 


8. AHHHHHHHHHHH okay yeah... so this was my first time drawing Mik. AND MALE ANATOMY?? WHAT IS THAT???
or anatomy at all... I mean look at them legs??? they are longer than my future! what are these pants???? what is his shitty hair??? what is .. everything! and prease don't look at the hands! boiiiii 
 I'm so glad I completely changed him up



9. MY FIRST DIGITAL DRAWING (with graphic tablet that is) and daaamn was I proud back then
.... but I had no idea how to lineart or what not straight hair is and how it works... or why ponytails on someone you're supposed to take serious, is a baaaad design choice if you're not an anime character which... sorry past me, but no! she isn't and will never be! 



10. a sad attempted to design a medieval ball dress for Celene. I guess somethings don't look too bad in it. but it doesn't really fit her well  


11. Christmas 2015 would be the last time in a looooooong time till II would draw my babies again because another obession had found it's way into my heart... you  can already see it's influence creeping into my artworks. this new obsession would last more than 2 years before I would start a new, spamming everything I know with my horned idiots.




Hope you enjoyed that spam of 3 years old art.... I mean I can's see why you would've... but ehm... yeaaaah ... 

wanna see all the Sketches I never uploaded? click the link :3

okay yeah so I have been screaming against my wall the whole day yesterday ^^ 

You might've already heard about it cause of my SHOOKETH status update or the fact that I mentioned it when I uploaded the first page of my comic project ^^°

Damn I really don't know what I can say this is amazing you guys are the best and I know this is getting repetitiv by now but thank you all so so much! I wouldn't be so obsessed with drawing than I am without all your support! I would never have started my Comic Project whit out any of you guys and I'd probably had a real life without you! JK! I am honestly so 100% grateful for all your favos, comments and every kind of interaction I get! I made so close and amazing friends on this site and I'm sure I will make even more! Thanks also too all the people new here, Who found me through one way or another and decided to stay, I hope you'll like the future stuff as well and never be afraid of leaving a comment or leaving a message me about any kind of shit! even it it's just to share a meme, I promise I'll love it!

Thank you all from the bottom of my heart! 

Special Thanks go to those awesome dudes (they all have awesome art! check them out!)  :








 





 

 




 

thank especially you guys for commenting so often that I recognize your names & profiles, that I'm so thrilled reading your comments! you are the Guys who comment under my shit posts, come up with awesome ideas,  help me improve or just simply talk to me in a more or less regular basis! many of you I'd even call some of the best friends I've ever had! you guys are a treasure for this planet and I hope you have an awesome day! 

AHHHHHHH I dunno what to say this is stupiiiiid QwQ 
Ah... well I guess if this is all 
time for everyones favorite - GIF - Eyecancer part of these thank-yous :3

                                             
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holy shit you guys???? What? Who are you guys? where do you come from?????
doesn't matter! I love you so much!!! thanks so much for your support your favos, your comments and over all just being here for me!!! you guys are great, amazing and beautiful people!

Well anyways ^^° because I'm super creative (heh heh good one) and good with specials... I decided to do another stream ^^°
It will be about showing ALL of my old shitty paper artwork, so everyone can see that no matter how terrible you start of, you can teach yourself to get better if you really want to.... and well cause I feel like being humiliated ^^ I hope you'll join in ^^ 

(it's probably around 4pm german time but I'll post it anyways sooo yeah ^^°)

anyways, Thank you sooo much! YOU ARE THE FREAKING BEST! I LOVE YOU! AHHHHHHHHHH

and of course, who could I forget about the eye cancer:                          :bademoticon: :bademoticon:                       :bademoticon: :bademoticon:                  :bademoticon: :bademoticon: